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Name: Emily
Birthday: 3/29/1987
Interests: twirling, singing, dancing, shopping, hanging out, playing saxaphone, church, God, eating, the sunrise, star gazing, walks, nature, all types of music, icecream, talking,
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AIM:  twirlgurl200
Member Since:
7/1/2005
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| So i officially really suck at updating this... and I am sure that no one is really going to read it because everyone has assumed that I just dont write on these any more... but hey! life is pretty darn happy right now... things seem to just be working out.... I love my majors and my classes.... the people in my life freakin' rock! and i can't really complain about much...i have learned this semester that hard work does pay off... and everything will eventually work out... (i appologize for the lack of grammar and spelling.....) | | |
| So i have not updated in a very long time, and I appolgize... but hey! I am back.... and I am happy. It is good to be back at school with old friends and new, and I am really looking forward to what this year has to bring. I have been thinking alot lately about my blessings, and I know that having the oppertunity to explore at a university level is a blessing in many ways... I am talking about classes some, because they are a gateway to opening minds and finding new things... but mainly it is the unselfish life style that is forced upon us. Sharing small living quarters, eating in a cafeteria every meal a day, working with other people to accomplish a task, sharing a bathroom with 40 other people, having no place that is your very very own, staying up late to help some one with home work, lending shoes and clothes and simply learning to live together... if you have never done it... you'll think i am nuts! but living in this selfless lifestyle is the best! people walking into your room unexpected eatting your food, yeah I missed that when I was at home.... | | |
| God works in very mysterious ways... | | |
| so have you ever known exactly what you wanted... i mean like really wanted, not hmmm "i want steak for dinner tonight" kind of want or even i "want a million dollars" kind of want... but the "I can live with out it, but I wouldn't be truely me if I did" kind of want. the kind of want that is scary....so scary that you really don't want it, or atleast you don't think you want it... but you know in your heart that it complete who you are... even if it cramps your style.....even if it doesnt fit the way you want to live life... it forces you to compromise...but it won't go away... no matter how hard you try and pretend you don't want it, it keeps coming back to you... and you refuse to recognize it... disregard it, and pretend that it isn't really here. If it doesn't fit your life any more, and you don't like it, then why on earth is there this deep understanding that not only is it what you want... but it's what you're going to get... and you will live happily ever after? ---- I think I know exactly what I want----- but then why is it so hard for me to want it?------
have you ever had a "no-matter what" friend?
-----i don't want this!----
p.s. i appologize for this horribly confusing entry.... | | |
| sometimes you never know how much you love a person untill something happens..... and sometimes you never know how much you can do for a person that you love.... and sometimes it isnt untill you give up everything to love a person that you realize how many people really love you.... | | |
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